Childish-ft. Colin browen of Paranormal Files! (prod. by KMS) by CHEROKEE*CHAINS:-(SURREALISTBALLCORP):

Love song to my addictions:(
/Childish(x2). i ignore what i hate to see/ i'm so childish(x2) and it drove you so far away from me/ im so childish(x2). there's so much that i try to prove/ I'm childish(x2). i want what i'm not entitled to/

Don't admit when i'm wrong, cry when i don't get what i want, blame you if i fall, drenched in guilt when its my fault, such a waste such a waste i'm so stuck in my ways, wont listen to anything you have to say, do i look like i need to be saved? i feel so ashamed, nothing remains i decay, falling apart at my seems, attention is just what i need, you can't tell me no and you cant disagree. i'll cry and i'll kick and i'll scream. let all that i am rot, stuck alone with my bad thoughts, hurts so much that i can't watch, i admit that i am lost, make it stop make it stop help me learn how to grow, i feel so alone i'm left out in the cold, i'm selfish and never do things that i'm told,, it won't get far and it won't get me home, wanna change all of my ways but i won't, killing myself inside as a result. can i grow up and act like an adult? when you come back can you check on my pulse? falling apart and i need to get fixed and im needing my fix kick and scream in my fits, never reaching the itch, leave me to all of the wolves and they'll eat me to bits...

thank you so much K I D S P O O K Y (colinbrowen)FROM PARANORMAL FILES ON YOUTUBE! for singing the chorus with me (https://soundcloud.com/the_kid_spooky)
(killedmyself-That kindled look in her eyes)
this producer is legend in his own right. i hinder him