never wanted (mssnger x mardee) by GORESET

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this is an ode to a live ill never live
moving mostly in silence
spend all my time fighting(was supposed to say confinding, but i only say "fighting")
dont want to resort to the violence
but sometimes i get these ideas
and i cant help that ive fallen
i cant help that im diving
i cant help when i dying
but i wont fall alone
ya im gonna fix this home
you were never strong
i just played along

so now i lay to sleep
with these thoughts in my mind
fight with them all night
something dont feel right
till i make peace with them
if i can do it
you will be alright
in another life
you were almost fine
you were almost mine

dont want to resort to the violence
but sometimes i get these ideas
and i cant help that ive fallen
i cant help that im diving
i cant help when i dying
so now i lay to sleep
with these thoughts in my mind
fight with them all night
something dont feel right
till i make peace with them
if i can do it
you will be alright

step by step and breath by breath i’ll walk alone from you
and every breath i take just makes me want revenge for what you put me through

like waste of time waste of time, all it is wasted time
travel round the world and back again, just to make you all mine
all mine, i think about you all night
if you scared of my prescence i can’t make it alright

face down drowning in my blood waiting for the world to end
lifting up ur shoulders at me when i try to grab ur hand
singed my skin off, treat me like i’m contraband
never meant to hurt you never meant to hurt you never meant

and this was never the life that i wanted
and now i’m right back where i started
i built my life on a house of cards and
it took one word to blow it away