sanitize by Goochems

lyrics:
my insides try to sanitize the thought of you
it's gonna die out, yeah
maroon walls cover every inch around the room
had a psychic feelin' on the call
it was already time to move on
and you don't know nothing at all
had a split second thought of forgiveness
but I'll be okay since you're gone

cover every picture in my room
I can't even stand the thought of you
you thought you knew me but here's the truth
twice you took it back, now I tell you what to do
lately, there's no hesitating left to do
put the notes in the background
if the safe's for the taking, I think that'll do
tell me I don't have a say now

if one of us is safe then here I am
you told me not to fault or hold a hand
60s were a pastime why'd it have to end?
if you want to lay down, why'd you bring me with?
I stay busy any way I can
block out repulsion to stay in touch with them
every side of me don't have a plan
but maybe I don't have to hold your hand

my insides try to sanitize the thought of you
it's gonna die out, yeah
maroon walls cover every inch around the room
had a psychic feel-

cover every picture in my room
I can't even stand the thought of you
you thought you knew me but here's the truth
twice you took it back, now I tell you what to do
lately, there's no hesitating left to do
put the notes in the background
if the safe's for the taking, I think that'll do
tell me I don't have a say now

day that I lost my life
I put it on you
what it's like to give you everything then lose it
if I put my hand on the dice I'm choosing
I hope you break my line then find something amusing

seeing double vision on my sheet
water on my body head to feet
I might pull the plug if I could reach it, yeah

cover every picture in my room
I can't even stand the thought of you
you thought you knew me but here's the truth
twice you took it back, back, back, back

prod. goochems
mixed and mastered by goochems
cover shot by @lea.the.wise