i saw a demon in dublin by gomery :(

@saintkales is better
so glum
yes its a remix of i spoke to the devil in miami lol
mp3 download: https://jumpshare.com/v/R8V8VBW3e60yKqrR3D7w

lyrics:

I looked into the abyss last night, I felt its gaze
Thoughts clouded lost my way Im off, astray, lost in haze.
Window knocks with rain like pins and soon
bomb after bomb I lay victim to.
Pray that what I listen to isnt simple fiction reducin me to an insipid mess
All my life I thought I was against the vapid
But Im trapped in feel that my morals Ive bastardised.
Laugh your ass off clap your hands sore
Smash these damn doors
Till I make that dead end reach me I feel fucking worthless
I have to make a difference to be fucking worth shit
A giants wrath is naught when its so fucking hurt, bloodied, dirt, muddying
All that I see
All that Ive been
Is awful I real-ise
What is real guises of guys that misguided me tired of gripkng feel tied down and lied to I lie down and think
And as into my mattress I sink
I know what I am is a blink, nothing
A second in time
The hourglass's contents fall
And Im a single grain
A nation can fail and Im just a single brain
Alone
Off of what I see as the beaten trail
I saw a demon in dublin, it called itself greed
It freed itself no struggle in turning your conscience to nothing but mean comments and lust for money, never trusted someone
That spoke to the devil and came back normal
To lie to yourself is one thing but to facade against everyone means your way past morals
I dont feel like I do the right thing
This demon that I have inside me
Shows me the dark side of life we
Like to ignore as we smile. I dont like to smile
When Im in dublin