kimi to mita by godsickness

soft light on my face, it’s fading
namae wo yobezu ni — couldn’t call your name
my hands are cold again tonight
the room still breathes your silence

I thought I’d move, but I’m still here
juunen bun no kage no naka — inside ten years of shadow
you said “it’s okay,”
but your eyes were already gone

can’t decide if I’m alive
tamerai no umi de shizumu
sinking in a sea of hesitation
your voice, like morning haze
slips away before I reach it

can’t let go, can’t stay too
hikari no oku de mayou
lost inside the light
maybe love was just delay
maybe I was just afraid

you still burn behind my eyes
like the glare of the sun
and I just keep standing here,
pretending I forgot.