FREAK by Sola Guinto

Hiyaaa~

My latest single "FREAK" is out now everywhere!!!

I wrote the first verse (and thensome) as a stream-of-consciousness poem from a very broken and vulnerable place in the wee hours one summer morning while I couldn't sleep. I was tossing and turning, ruminating on the situation I'd found myself in, and I had to get it all out. Later, I brought the poem to my boy, Faffi. After writing a second verse and improvising a bridge, this little "FREAK" was born, and now the rest is history.

I hope you love it as much as we do! Thank you SO much for all your support. Love y'allllllll xx

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LYRICS

so it turns out, I can't even be vulnerable right
I'm a medical miracle: the longest sustained case of fight or flight
and frankly, I don't think I'd kill myself right
but that's a fun bonding talk for another starry night
so nevermind
wow, what a delight it's been
'conversation' but I can't get a word in
or at least one you're believing 'cause even when I'm screaming, you don't seem to see me

I DON'T GIVE A FUCK THAT I'M A MOTHERFUCKIN' FREAK
CALIFORNIA GROWN, BABY, I CAN TAKE THE HEAT
RIP IT ALL UP JUST TO PUT IT ON THE BEAT
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK THAT I'M A MOTHERFUCKING FREAK

it's one hell of a picture you paint with those lightning eyes and your fault line face
everything shifted, man, my ego displaced
now I linger on the traces of the phrases that you laid
"it's a blur" - well you tested your luck!
stepped on all the pieces I was picking up
is this real enough, bitch? is this real enough?
on the Golden Gate Bridge, are we jumping off?

I DON'T GIVE A FUCK THAT I'M A MOTHERFUCKIN' FREAK
CALIFORNIA GROWN, BABY, I CAN TAKE THE HEAT
RIP IT ALL UP JUST TO PUT IT ON THE BEAT
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK THAT I'M A MOTHERFUCKIN' FREAK

I DON'T GIVE A FUCK THAT I'M A MOTHERFUCKIN' FREAK
CALIFORNIA GROWN, BABY, I CAN TAKE THE HEAT
RIP IT ALL UP JUST TO PUT IT ON THE BEAT
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK THAT I'M A MOTHERFUCKIN' FREAK