The Illness by Remnancy Records published on 2025-07-19T16:12:14Z Artist: Entity Composers: Entity, Christopher Joel Martin Lyricist: Christopher Joel Martin ------ I won't sit here and pretend that I'm okay I've been living long enough to know I'm insane I'm not a psychopath, no, I'm just chronically ill The kind of sickness that can't be cured with a pill It's the thrill of the illness that keeps me alive Without this darkness, I know I'd surely die And the light abandoned me So what the hell do I have left? I have no love in this world Nothing to fill the hole in my chest I'd hate to admit this, but I won't fucking lie Because We live, to die I'm not gonna fucking sit here and pretend that I'm just fine 'Cause each day I wake up, I just want to die I'm not suicidal, NO, I'm just really Goddamn ill It's that kind of sickness that can't be cured with a pill MEDICATE And I'd hate to admit this, but I won't fucking lie Yeah, the thrill of the illness is what keeps me alive Just 'cause this darkness is always by my side 'Cause the light abandoned me, and the dark is all that's left There's no love in this world I'd hate to admit this, but I won't fucking lie Because We live, to die I'd hate to admit this, but I won't fucking lie Because We live, to die We live To die
