Burden by FRAN$E

Produced, Mixed + Mastered by FRAN$E

Lyrics:
Isolated I been fucking up
Its been a couple weeks since I've spoken up to anyone
Cause I don't wanna be a burden
I keep it to myself, yeah I stay behind the curtains
Maybe in a couple months
I'll open up and feel better when I see the sun
But I don't wanna be a burden
I keep it to myself, paint my brain on the curtains

What doesn't kill me makes me wish it did
When I die I bet my grave will be unvisited
I stay inside I think my days are only limited
I'd rather hide I just don't think I've admitted it

Exhale oxygen, inhale poison
When I'm alone I cant stop all of the noises
Static in my brain, driving me insane
I don't like silence cause it amplifies the pain
No distractions, chemical reactions
Theres some kind of unbalance in my head how did this happen
I imagine, scenes of mansions
With my body laying dead for extraction
Cause I cant help but keep on thinking bout my own death
When I'm alone I lay in silence in my cold bed
Im acting fine but I got bats all inside my chest
Why the fuck are my emotions hard to digest
Skeletons inside my closet now they're falling out
Relationships with friends and family never call me now
I barely leave the house
Nobody even likes me yeah I always have my doubts

Every time my heart beats it gets slower
Eventually it stops and then I get colder
Im used to cold shoulders
If I carry on this way I'll die a loner

Isolated I been fucking up
Its been a couple weeks since I've spoken up to anyone
Cause I don't wanna be a burden
I keep it to myself, yeah I stay behind the curtains
Maybe in a couple months
I'll open up and feel better when I see the sun
But I don't wanna be a burden
I keep it to myself, paint my brain on the curtains

What doesn't kill me makes me wish it did
When I die I bet my grave will be unvisited
I stay inside I think my days are only limited
I'd rather hide I just don't think I've admitted it