lately (w/ jacksen)[blissful disillusion] by jackson sadinsky

prod. sadinsky
mixed/mastered sadinsky & suni vega

lyrics n links:
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lyrics:

I been thinking lately about all the time we spent
Laying in bed
You playing w my hair
Messing with my head
Got me feeling dread
Baby I’m alone again
Facing down the barrel
Why’s
this always how it ends
Drinkin down a bottlr
Drown out my regrets
Sorrow in solace
Confronting problems I can’t fend
Off

Wishing I could all end
Contact
Lost in space I don’t know where my treads at
Just erase
You don’t know who I was yeah
Promise that I changed, no setbacks

imma make it see just where I go
don’t go its one bumpy of a road
but you wouldn’t even know
no been here once before
why you gotta treat me like that like woah
like woah
can't even think abt it
but lately I've been in bed scrolling thru my phone
why'd u leave me hear alone
go
pick on me some mo’
seems u only do it at my low
but I'm climbing back up
I can’t forget it
all the memories can’t go
can't stop when they flow
but I get it
my memory cannot be hidden
so why you hiding just admit it