shteppi - my temporary filling fell out lol. by shteppi

lyrics, vocals, and mixing by shteppi
production by ghowste

my temporary filling’s fallen out
i need to see my dentist bout dis hole inside my mouth
i prolly won’t cuz recently i’m sleepin on my couch
throwin baseballs at the ceiling, catch it freely fallin down
thinkin shit i coulda done too keep it in
i coulda chew’d a way that didn’t get me here again
but now i’m stayin up to feel the spiders in my skin
shit i coulda done a different way like gettin over him
its still new i guess
this the shit i’ll do i guess
gotta move along n grow my roots
but not my tooth i guess
hair growin slowly as i try acceptin truth
you said it hurts to much to speak
at least u saw i needed room i guess
fuck
i think this girl i know is cute i guess
talkin to her smoochin on the phone
she all like “u the best”
n honestly its cool its nothin how i felt with u i guess
i like this girl a lot but every moon i think of u again
i’m feelin guilty movin on
cuz u still listen to my songs
you said you won’t but ik who tf u are
you went to college and you blame yourself for shit you couldn’t help
u said u wanted me to be a fuckin star
so when you choken up on text and tellin me i gotchu stressed the only thing i think is
“oh i broke his heart”
i terrifying myself to death but fuck this girl is on my chest to hold my body tight so i don’t fall apart
i’m sick to my stomach but i deserve it
i’m sorry that i couldn’t stay that person
i was takin pills and changin over time while you was learnin bout urself in somewhere else i’m never lurkin so its obvious we’d change
i wish there was a spell so i could talk to u the same
but people change on what i take i’m different every day
this girl’s okay with staying through the pain
of body aches and all the other shit you didn’t see whenever u away
fuck
i think i love her now
oop, she my lover now
oop, we under covers now
everything has changed i’m tryna see u as a brother now
i can’t stress enough the typa feelings i was dumbing down
music shit too complicated she know how i’m runnin now
i would put a hunnid down you hate who i’m becoming now
temporary filling
guess its cool that u was coming out
cuz now i got somebody queenin wit me n we touchin crowns