Grounch by Lil Watermark

not in the loop
im outta tune
not long till i forget about you
think ive lost my self esteem
never shoulda made it to 18
ridin the rims
youll let me through
i think ill cry when i lose you
ill push you out
make you gone
im just like you under my skin

spend all my time
staring at a screen
wish someone would fucking end me
spend all my time
staring at a screen
i wish someone would fucking end me

oh
you know we wont ever get better
you
you watch em pulling up the ladder

so i
cry
wanna speak but im talking to no one
die
shes outside providin me no fun
drown myself in song
lament that im alone

love me
with all your faith
crush me
i know im late
hate you
cant compete
realize
i cant compete

so i
cry
wanna speak but im talking to no one
die
shes outside providin me no fun
drown myself in song
lament that im alone
so i
cry
wanna speak im talking to no one
die
shes outside providin me no fun

if i cant play with my [?]
i think ill just die
[?]
youre the apple of my eye
youre the apple of my eye