I FELL IN LOVE WITH MY BESTIE (prod. Sinaki) by KONATI

sometimes i really be doubting myself
and sometimes i'm wishing that somebody would come and help me
but i know that is not healthy
i fell in love with my bestie oh
pretending it doesn't affect me
but some nights i'm missing the way she would text me
some nights i think about killing myself
and sometimes one suicidal thought will turn into plenty
but i know that is not healthy
i hope i make it past 20 oh
i pray the world doesn't forget me

unloading my clip and i'm loading my pistol
"Kona you can tell me all of your issues"
"Kona oh, you can feel safe around me", yeah
she told me all of that but nowadays says she hates me
i reread my texts when she said, "Kona can you date me?"
now i'm on the highway both my mind and my car racing
i'm constantly chasing a feeling that i'm not even quite sure exists anymore
i just wish i could feel normal like i did before

sometimes i really be doubting myself
and sometimes i'm wishing that somebody would come and help me
but i know that is not healthy
i fell in love with my bestie oh
pretending it doesn't affect me
but some nights i'm missing the way she would text me
some nights i think about killing myself
and sometimes one suicidal thought will turn into plenty
but i know that is not healthy
i hope i make it past 20 oh
i pray the world doesn't forget me