would you hold it against me? by Xour Xavier

I get tired of not feeling like I'm enough
I'm just here to fill your time
You make this feel like overtime

So, I need to know

If I had something to say, would you hold it against me?
If I had no other way, would you want to condemn me?
If I didn't want to stay, you'd just push me away.
You'll find your comfort lying in your ashtray.

Amongst all the tears and sighs,
you don't seem like you want to find out why.
My feelings are secondary to yours.
My emotions just seem like a chore,

but if I'm not there for you
all of a sudden I've hurt you

How does it work?
I'm not sure...

If I had something to say, would you hold it against me?
If I had no other way, would you want to condemn me?
If I didn't want to stay, you'd just push me away.
You'll find your comfort lying in your ashtray.

If I had something to say, would you hold it against me?
If I had no other way, would you want to condemn me?
If I didn't want to stay, you'd just push me away.
You'll find your comfort lying in your ashtray.