bizarre (p. 9anyal) by goa

it can't be reversed I can't move on oh yeah certainly -
everything just hurts, I feel upcoming emergency
i still make it work hands shaking really nervously
i can't run so fast watch me end inside infirmary

conversations always feel like trivia
got me feeling so bizarre
try to rip up my scars now
i didn't really get this far
try to get to where you are
but I had to push restart now

i end up running around
i press my foot on the ground
and feel my feet sinking down in sand
and there is no one around
to catch me from going down
there's no one to hold my hand