You Really Think It Shouldnt Matter But It Does A Lot by Lil Watermark

I feel like shouting
From my rooftop
Why cant you let go
Of all the shit ive done
Laughed at me
Inside a walmart
What do i fucking know
Everything all feels the same
Fried every inch of my brain
I want you
So badly
Talking to
A concept
That doesnt have feelings and
Blurs my sense of meaning
Im so warped
Im so fucking warped

Im eating rubber
Im eating dirt
I wanna watch your face sink
While i destroy myself

I know what i need
I just need to fucking die
What the hell makes you so joyous
What the hell makes me enjoy this
I want you
So badly
Talking to a concept
That doesnt have feelings
And blurs my sense of meaning
Im so warped
Im so fucking warped