0% angel by goodnight lavender

goodnight lavender — 0% angel
a part of “afterstory.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

lyrics

it’s taking over me
it’s taking everything i have
to keep myself from wanting to be apart of you

inside my ailing mind
i bribe myself to think that
i am made for you what can i do for us to make it through

i know it’s hard to see / the wounds inside of me
i’m hiding underneath all my suffering
and even if i cry / i’ll never close my eyes
to see through all the lies you bestowed to me

when all is clarity / the hate you gave to me
with all sincerity hurts like a disease
the wings that brought you here / will take you far and near
but you will always be no angel to me

you fill me with distrust
i’m writhing in disgust as i
am told another person has loved you till it hurt

i want to seep inside
i want to sleep beside you when
your heart depends on stranger’s touch just to feel alive

i know it’s hard to see / the wounds inside of me
i’m hiding underneath all my suffering
and even if i cry / i’ll never close my eyes
to see through all the lies you bestowed to me

when all is clarity / the hate you gave to me
with all sincerity hurts like a disease
the wings that brought you here / will take you far and near
but you will always be no angel to me