This short piece is a musical blog, (copyright Milana/Arty/Stein :) ).......
This week was heavy, played three funerals, and today was a hard one, very sad.... so you need to listen to this piece as an exhale,,, I needed to exhale some tones,,,, I don´t know if the music is good or not, does not really matter,,,, it´s mine at least. I hear songs on SC that I think are crap, and many that are great, some of the stuff on explore piano makes me mad to listen to but in the end if people are happy listening to it then we should all be happy.
If my music was top nothc then I would not be posting here and working as an organist in a church,,,, I would be writing music and be paid for doing so. It´s the same for most of us here on SC, we are just looking for people that might want to buy our music and give us the possibility to write more and do this as a profession.
However we need to be happy, many of us here on SC are making people feel good with our music, and we need to admit it, writing the music and posting makes us feel good and gets us out of the depression of being a musician. Damn melancholy, it´s always around, even when I´m content with how things are going it stays with me, like an underground river. But I have to admit that it´s the source of many of my musical ideas.
Back to the piece, it´s an improv, it´s only one take, it´s my breath, it´s this moment and all the things that are twirling in my head..... it´s not great, it´s not horrible it´s....
I hope you can join me in my moment, and I wish that I could meet many of you in person and drink a nice cappucino with you. But I live on a damn island north of everything and the weather report is crap for next week.
Happy life and enjoy my music. Let´s try to be content with what we have.