whenthecoldcomes by mxrgan

self prod

shoutout ginny, micheal and seth for the cover

lyrics:
she said whys your nose so runny
like do u even luv me
if u really did
u would quit like it was nothin
dont worry ab my problems
i promise u cant solve em
gotta voice inside my head
my doctor said 2 not involve him
but then he started screamin
and i cant hear shit
tellin me the reasons
that i should give in
so i think i finally get it
im rlly just a nuisance
im just a bad kid
a bad influence
but how do i change?

blood stained eyes
brittle alibis
u see right through my disguise
now lately
somethin dont sit right
its still runnin thru my mind
guess its part of my life
well mayb

i didnt ask 4 that
so why u pointin fingers at me
as a matter of fact
i dont have to answer that
just stay in ur lane bitch
like whats the point in talkin
if nothin ever changes
so i put my phone silent
cause i dont like the drama
all yall do is talk shit
while im just chasing commas
and theres nothin left 2 say
so is talkin even worth it
see ur sayin all these things
and yet none of it is working

so am i stuck or am i up now
idgaf just keep on
breakin another line down
like damn
how did this change so quickly
went from small little bumps 2 lines
longer than my phone screen
like damn

so whenthecoldcomes
all i ever wanna do is play in the snow
youll find a new one
and ill just keep on playing with my nose

cuz i do not need u
i am that kid bitch
go ahead and leave
if u needa talk
go talk to somebody
somebodys not me tho
just stay in ur place ho
like whats the point in talkin
when u nvr get my angle
so i put my phone on silent
cuz i dont fuck w no one
quit actin like my side kick
u just do it incase i blow up
and theres nothin left 2 say
cuz none of yall are worthy
see ur sayin all those things
behind my back but i wont hurt me