by Lee EmCee
It only lasted a year but it was the best year ive had,
if only i could go back & change the mistakes that we had,
but as time turns i know that theirs no going back,
to what we use to have, realization of the facts.
That you really don't know what you've got until its gone,
and when its gone you stop to think about what went wrong,
is it something worth fighting for is the foundation strong?
is it really worth the hassle or is it time to move on?
Only you hold the answer in accordance to our love,
and the love in my heart is something im never giving up,
its for me to treasure in my chest till the time is up,
and my love for you has never died at times Ive fired up,
lost the plot due to anger said things that i regret,
but the days of you in my arms i will never forget,
never will i neglect, you in anyway or form & i respect,
your decision to separate so we can change for the best.
Now i find myself alone, with nothing to do,
feeling lost like in a maze with no exit to choose,
im looking for a way out but there no escape from the truth,
hitting reality's brick wall im trying to get through!
i cant escape this reality the walls are caving in,
Ive irritated myself like a rash from shaving Ur skin,
& im craving wot im missing im praying away my sin,
im dedicated to changing my behavior from within.
From the beginning we were grinning, I wish that had never changed,
cos the smile on ur face is something i cant erase,
from my mind its stuck there until the day i can replace,
a smile that will last until the end of our days.
I'm walking the tight rope but im game to cross,
im taking the leap of faith whether i fall or not,
its that leap between whether we stay together or stop,
its that leap between whether were meant to be or not!
well i guess not...