An original song.
Dub- Jared Russum
I- Ilijah Mora
Dub and I
Bigger and Better Things LP
Verse 1 - Ilijah
The barrel is sinking, a vintage whine, i breathe out. *exhale, reminded of last time, Into the ocean, i wrestle these restless emotions, no end, to lay rest,
they hold my at my best, I'm sea sick, can't you see it?
A tunnel, no light, I'm seen in, ways away out, space between us about, this pride and foolishness.
I've ruined it, with the what ifs, what is, what when, and what then, wanting. I'm haunted.
We met, you met me, yes, she get he. So, what then?
You see, fronting, glances mean something.
When he, say, he feeling you hypothetically, but face it I couldnt say "Hi," pathetically.
Its haunting me. Chances, say bye regrettably.
Indebted he to these things, she lightin mines, sweeping minds.
In the morning alarm with the harm at the ring, now everyday these mourning jays is blue, they song cry. Why? i sigh, and these matters, they get matter red, taking ladders to bed.
These soles with holes chasing you till I'm dead, i'm stalking then, your very oxygen, as your inside my head. Your searing, your name in my brain, like a solar wind flaring, stare into heat, as i speak, when i peak at the height of my meek, eyes spelling, cheek swelling, romanctin tellings of..
Something about when your next to me
Next to me
I can't forget the way you smile
Verse 2 - Dub
What happens now?
Get down to the mystery
Misery hittin me, spillin these soliloquys
Its killin me to drain these thoughts in my brain
Drought in the rain, I stand the pain until its me
The only one left, so solely I kept
To myself deny help, coldly i slept
Only to awaken a state of mass confusion,
A delusion of seclusion, holding my breath
No release or relief as I drop to knees
"Stop, just please!" is what I yell as i watch you leave
You close the door, nope..no more
No more smiles that beguile
No more wanting me
No more eyes gleam as you stare at me
Apparently you were scared to see where this leads
So you hopped routes and copped out because you got doubts
What you forgot about was hope only despair you see
Now I reminisce on when you were miss bliss
Good Morning, now your boring and distant
But I still look at you and see that girl of past
Unabashed and full of class, my existence
My ecstasy, my destiny, that spark left in me
My love, my joy, my necessity
That's why when I look over my shoulder I got to hold ya
There's something about you when your next to me..
Verse 3 - Ilijah
I saw that spark in her eyes, took me to bed hyponotize, my why's i sigh, start to over analyze, now I wish we missed the 5th of June, when love bloomed, and set forth my doom, when you across the room.
I'm choking, hopeless, so nervous, I'm talking third person, emotions burst in, blurtin the dumbest, something, jumble of words, my legs shakin, mumble, without expecting, you approach Me when I'm empty, to tempt me, to set free, I can't let be. See through me telepathy, so aPaul-ing, I wanna hold ya hand, falling, for you head, stuck in the sand, first my heart she rocking with, my interogative, let me out to bow, before you break the bough, of June 19th, when sparks turn lightning, we park, flying under night sky, cyan, gleaming only star I'm seeing, you lean in, I'm believing.
The beat slow, as rosy cheeks show, i cant speak though.
Signs, to move in, I sigh, I'm wooin, as her hair clip slips, she starts swaying hips.
We dip, racing minds, as your breathings stolen mine, my ozone depleted, left vulnerable, intentions indiscernible, she align the stars, when she drives my car, malign things are far, as i touch base, to find an ace, at the sign, i saw..
Verse 4 - Ilijah
Defeated my spine, between, spring and summer, my may line, april showers lovers, as i unwind, vintage wine, so fine, cloudy day sunshine, all the cheesy things i say, to dames, as a single man, a freelance, veteran.
Trying to be a better man, to deliver and stand, you teaching me, but lately you aint been reaching me, I picked up the phone, and whispers only to dial tones.
Wondering why I'm not at home, she hold me and told me she never felt more alone Puzzled, jig, sawed, in half i start to wig, after all we made, the kids we bathe, in the house we built, roses wilt.
I made you my spouse, love is burning out, doused, something lying about, don't say that, play that, we can go back, we livin
The sky so vivid, and clocks stop ticking, explosions in the sky, aint no fireworks, like the sun in your eyes, illuminate my soul, galaxies i never seen before, remember uh, when i says to her, "can't we be more?", my heart spilled on the floor, beating underneath the sheets, this song repeats defeat and Now I'm dead to ya.
Remember when i said to ya..
Girl, I'd still implode to be your nebula
I'd implode to be your nebula.
- Hip Hop