Special Request by Gos10

For the ex that didn't piss me off too much.

Okay. I’m sorry that this has taken so long
I just got a text from my ex sayin’, hey! - what about my song?
and I was like - wait a minute - you know what my songs are about?
she didn’t care, no discretion - didn’t want to feel left out
include a shout out?

so here we go - you wanted it - now, you got it.

let me write a few thousand words about it
to speak about abstract, random scenarios
and how the story goes
as they took place - now here we go.

day one. - first time that I saw her,
I was so jealous - she was called to another.
Brother from another mother
helped me grow and discover.
can’t fuck with the future of someone else’s past.
just wouldn’t last,
there would be tension and blasts,
so eat a grape,
another love lost
guess this was fate,
time wasn’t right,
there was just hate.

hope i’m not too late,
just had to sit back and wait.
oh great. for now, an empty plate.
how bout we just go ahead and order that steak.

when I look back
you fade away
nothing lasts forever
but love doesn’t fade
we were so young
I lost my other,
now she lays with another,

now let’s fast forward,
what’s this,
a special visitor,
she’s not for you,
can you hear the sounds - that she makes coming out from the other room?
and look at those grins - they exit all disheveled,
took her to another level,
I’ve heard the stories - hard to believe, damn dog,
That chick’s on fire, wish I had some fuel for desire,

I felt depleted, empty, what the fuck is going inside?
started to catch feelings from my boy’s girl that he kept out on the side?
this can’t be right,
I need to get out more, that’s all.

October 27th, finally stepped out the door.
McKennz main Girls Birthday
and look who showed up - it’s her

the one girl I had this crush for?
i’m feeling something strong inside
something magnetic, kinetic, pulling me towards her, inside - is this right?
Dat ass tho - I just want to bite that shit.
never did that with any other chick. what gives?
I’m drawn to her - like an animal?
am I hannibal, or a cannibal?, Jump in both feet - cannonball!

These days go past
time fades away,
I’m loosing my grasp
I can’t hold on,
I’m not that strong
lost in love forever

had to set my position - true motives, intentions
spoke to my boy - do I have clearance clearance?
I finally got the ok, 10-4, now its time to head out the door

we both had a night to remember
and we will never forget
an amazing dinner - hit the street to see some freaks
what time is it? - its getting late,
hit the sheets? naw, thats too far.
let’s go look at the stars - can’t wait, hold back. too late.
no laws. in love - drew straws.
I finally found someone who’s in..
ring ring - aww fuck - what’s that another distraction
who’s is it?, ignore it - now back to action

I mean, could this be true - all that-romance -bullshit
that you see on the news?

she was so beautiful, faithful I knew.
enjoyed each other, even when there was nothing to do.
Real life, went by so quick
whenever she was in sight,
her beauty was thick
always did the trick
never enough time,
made plans, slept over,
upstairs - out of sight. out of mind.
goodnight… and goodbye.

These days go past
time fades away,
I’m loosing my grasp
I can’t hold on,
I’m not that strong
Lost in Love forever

It all started that one - drunken night, she took my boy out back and
they started to fight
this can’t happen - what the fuck is going down tonight?
what the fuck is she doing? - gonna to mess everything up, yikes.
please don’t bring drama to my workplace - everything was going just right.
what can I do? - she threw in wrench in the works - and she knew

“go back inside!” - “he can come out if he wants to. “

this is my fuckin’ house, and that’s my girl,
you can tell this - is not going to end well.
aww hell - here we go
everyone knows how to run my life better then me,
oh do tell.

the countdown starts,
what do they want me to do?
invoke bro code 42, really dude? fuck off.
I’m keeping her. she stays. fuck you.