When the enemy within overshadows everyone that's out, What's there left to face, When your 2nd face knocks the first one out? It's a struggle within just to stay alive, But what's the point when you're already dead inside? All temptation aside, I'm pullin myself apart, Cause even if this demon cries, He'll never regain his heart, It's a black hole, an abyss to which everything gets sucked right in, So I guess there's no escapin it, This kid'll be who he is Regardless of the punishment, Cause truth is, He's already been punshin, Himself worse then any of you could ever do, So leave me here alone in thought, Eventually i'll grab that neuce, Wrap it right around this neck and take myself out of this bubble, You should be thankin me,Why? Cause I saved you the trouble
It's like i'm risin then i'm fallin, And I just can't level off
It's like i'm dyin deep inside then, I can't tell myself off
Cause who would I talk to, If I told myself to fuck off?
Wish I could find the end of the world And just fall the hell off
So i'll have this conversation within, But i'm dead sure that i'm never gonna win, See a debate with yourself is like talkin to the wall, Cause deep down inside you don't wanna hear the truth of it all, You've been lying to yourself just to stay afloat, So what happens when the water level becomes so high that you choke? Will you come to face who you are, Just pony up another lie, Or leave another scar? All bloodlettin ever got you was temporary relief, And a permanent set of eyes that keep on watchin me, So it's like i'm never at peace Walkin down these streets, And you wonder why I stay at home, Cause within these walls I guess I'm feelin safe from, All those wanderin eyes and the questions that may arise, And I'm just not sure that I won't break, And try to end another's life
- hip hop