i decided to impress upon you, something that i feel most wont relate to,
of when i spent three months in a juvenile mental/detainment facility
its always just too bright, the pink tinted fluorescent overhead, that turns on every night. at daytime its always just to dim, with the only light source being a small 4x8 inch window. one hour is given each day to be outside, on a small cement court surrounded by walls, 15 minutes per each meal, and 5 minutes to shower.
repeat day after day. always a slight pang of hunger, and a dull resonating pain. taps can be heard on the walls, a meaningless morse code.
each day to sit on the ever so slightly padded cement slab, and stare out the window, into an empty sky.
regrets wash over as acid, each time eroding reality and creating insanity.
sometimes the only way to escape, is to scream.
samples (in chronological order)
overdrive, degrade, cut, rearranged, looped
leslie pan, pitch, delay, cut, timestretched, reassembled, and
overdrive, degrade, tracker, cut, rearanged, looped
detune, ambience, delay, pitch up, cut timestretched, reassembled, and
pitch down, tremolo, delay, sub-bass buffer
ring mod, test tone, combo filter, resampled, timestretched
degrade, cut, looped
sub-bass buffer, pitch down, ambience, timestretched
high frequency buffer, pitch up, ambience delay, timstretched
thanks to all who made this dare possible; this dare has really helped me get something out there, that i wouldn't even like to imagine the emotional damage leaving it inside would do.
- drone/sound collage