When I awoke for the first time in life
I was scared and confused, didn't expect permanently wide eyes
Turned obsessive, self-abused, decided there was no wrong or right
And then talking with you brought me a different light
It was like, despite my infinite might
Someone was willing to lend me their plight
I lost my fight, thought just for tonight
And then my slight loss of drive became more tight
Permanence set in over time,
Aryll and I forgot how to fly,
You watched me die but promised you'd take me so high
And here I am, no clue where, when or why.
I love you gabby. I'll never leave.
I just wish you had me without grieve
Instead we separated at the seams
And nothing even mattered cuz you were just a dream
Everything that you are to me is a lie
But it's beautifully designed, please don't cry
I beg of you, let me love you. I'll impart
Every part of my heart, torn apart
Ugh just sleep, kiddo. Give in to your stupidity.
You are worthless. Stop telling yourself you're killing me.
You're perfection please don't forget that, worry or fret
I'll never let you forget how much you saved me from all that.
Two times in my life I've been depressed thus far.
Both of the times only one person appeared to help
And clearly I'm not referring to any other star
It's you. Gabby. You saved me from my self.
One part of me just wants to die. He wrote a grand tale of loss.
The other wants to see us prosper. She's an optimist and doesn't care the cost.
The final just wants to see the two get along, they don't want to toss
You into this, my love, but if we hold hands we won't get lost
All we need is eachother, I know we can get through
Well, in all honesty, so far it just seems like I need you
Because without your embrace I'd have already been gone twice
So, dear gabby, would you like my eyes? Please allow me to entice
The very fabric of your soul, your being
She's the epitome of perfection, I claim
You're skeptical, rightfully so, but I'm seeing
Your heart through your eyes before your fame
You complain I'm insane
But I know what I see every night when I dream
You might not believe it but the end is always in sight
Could you please help me with the following scene?
Our lifestories are so entangled it's quite bright, we're so alike
Don't give up on yourself, I'll always be here
Despite how distant we might grow, souls always near
And you made my eyes crystal clear without fear
Here, when I'm rich I'll just pay you off dear
Money is the root of my own upheaval
Distaste toward it allows the devil to grow strong
Funny, though, how it always comes back to love and evil
All along you made my life perfect, muse to my song
Please don't ever give up and I won't either
I'll write you songs, live up to you, maybe give you breathers
Don't think I don't see her, you're above my view, be here
For me and us and we could keep her happier.
- Spoken Word