벌써 몇 달 째 칩거, 따라 모든 게 삐걱
나라고 좋을까 싶어? 난 나락에 떨어져 있어
여기는 너무나 깊어, 난 나락에 떨어져 있어
내 눈 밑은 짙어, 그래 난 나락에 떨어져 있어
난 나락에 떨어져 있어, 내게도 죄를 짓고.
바로잡고 싶었어 내가 저지른 잘못 양심껏
악수 청했고 내가 내민 손 꽉 잡았지 넌
그런데 이제 와서 전부 태울 듯이 너는 불을 지펴
할 수 있는 건 다 하려 했지 없어 난 도망친 적
아니 날 보기 싫다고 말하는 널 위해 난 알아서 짐 싸
책임을 지려고 했지 이대론 피해만 줄 테니까
그랬던 내 앞에 돌아온 건 진실은 없는 기사
일방적 폭행인 것처럼. 내가 봐도 쓰레기
가만히만 있으면 넌 더한 소설도 쓰겠지
아니 이미 난 쓰레기, 아니 이미 난 쓰레기
쓸어 담기 기전에 내 입장 표명해야겠지
그 날 난 서운해하는 너와 잘 풀고 싶었네
그런데 갑자기 욕을 하며 달려드는 널 보았네
놀라서 뒷걸음질 치며 휘두른 우산도 죄는 죄
근데 무자비한 폭행이란 말은 누가 지은 건데
난 경찰에 소환됐고, 사실을 들은 그들조차
딱 봐도 각이 나온다고 했지, 고의로 도발
몇 백 대 합의금이 왠지 너의 목적인 듯한데
알바라도 해야 했지만 회사는 놔 주질 않네
내가 사과 없이 잠적? 넌 거짓말로 팬들을 기만했지
네가 욕을 싸지르고 난 뒤 우리 멤버들은 또 참기만 했지
오로지 넌 너만 알지 근데 그건 회사 또한 마찬가지
그들은 상의 없이 멤버 추가하고 이제 와서 그게 실수라지
그래 내가 미안해, 시작부터 뭔가 잘못됐지
그래 내가 미안해 잘해보려 했지만 물거품 됐지
그래 내가 미안해 그래 내가 미안해
그래 내가 미안해 내게 너무 미안해
Already months since I've been secluded, everything's fallen apart
Do you think it's fine for me? I've fallen into a pit of darkness
It's too deep here, I've fallen into a pit of darkness
It's dark beneath my eyes, yes I've fallen into a pit of darkness
I've fallen into a pit of darkness, I've sinned to myself.
I wanted to make everything right, the things I did wrong upon my conscience
I gave my hand, and you held it tight, the hand that I gave
But now after all this time, you light a fire as if to burn everything apart
I tried everything I could do, never did I run
No, you said you didn't want to see me, so I packed my bags for you
I tried to take responsibility, so that you didn't have to see me
But all that's come back in front of me is news in the media without a single truth to it.
As if it were a one-sided assault. Even when I read it, it looks as if I'm trash
If I sit still, a story with more fiction you will write
But I'm already trash, I'm already trash in the books
I will have to express my position before I get swept away.
That day, I wanted to make things better with you, you were disappointed
But I saw you come at me suddenly, cursing at me
I stepped back surprised as hell, waved my umbrella, I know that this is even a sin.
But that I committed a ruthless assault? Who came up with this?
I was called to the police station, they heard the truth
Even they knew what really went down, I was provoked intentionally.
Somehow, I think your purpose was to claim a settlement a hundred times more.
I knew I had to work part-time, but the company didn't allow that.
You said I disappeared without apology? You do your best to deceive our fans with lies.
You cursed your lungs out, and our members had to hold back and put up with your lunacy.
You care only for yourself, the company's just the same
Selecting more members without discussion nor our consent, and now they say it was a mistake.
Okay I am sorry, it went wrong from the start
Yes I am sorry, we tried our best but it came to nothing
Okay I am sorry, okay I am sorry
Yes I am sorry, I am sorry to myself
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