Love placebo (Waiting For The End)

vocals sampled from "Waiting for the end by Linkin Park"
Lyrics:
verse 1:
She said she was visiting her mom,
That was before I saw the note on the kitchen floor,
By that time, I knew you were long gone,
I remembered the times we hanged out on the front lawn,
Or the porch, talking about the life we’ll have,
About the kids, the many happy times we’ll make, huh,
Hey, remember the time, when we first met,
You were cute; thought I was funny with my impressions,
Sitting next to you in class, acting stupid with the lessons,
Like I wasn’t getting after school detention, yeah,
Well, that time has passed, and all the laughs were
Cast away, Framed in broken glass,
I burned the pictures watching the flames,
Dancing around the smiles, leaving me emotionally drained
But wait, I left a piece of us, in this brain of mine,
Remembering the love, and all the good times,
It was one of those natural highs that goes together
Sharing the shelter from the cold weather,

Verse 2:
Ashes to ashes, and dust to dust,
Inside this broken home, a vow till death do us part,
How do two souls start to lose the spark?
When all of a sudden, both of us are hiding the scars,
And our minds begins to play tricks, and the lies
And the secrets create fights and escalate it,
I frequent the bars, you let yourself go, with late nights,
I’ll be asleep when you come home in your work clothes,
and I’ll be gone when you’re awaken, the spot where
I once reside is now vacant, it feels like one of those episodes,
Where the hero’s words weight less but nobody knows,
May the Lord, just carry me home from the size of the grief
to the world that we built, to the war we inflict, to the pain I ignore,
the love that once was, is now no more