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The Love I Meant to Say (Jeremy Jordan - SMASH Cover)

Setya Nurul Faizin on July 25, 2013 20:14

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This cover is dedicated to my sweet little sister, in her peaceful place. Here are some notes I wrote a week after her sudden leaving:

After Rain

Thirteen years ago, a little angel fell into my house in the form of a tiny curly baby. Out of full excitement, I gave name to her, Haya Inas Zhafirah. Taken from Arabian name means The Kind-Hearted Princess who has Brilliant Luck. Mom agreed and we called her Fira since then.

Unlike her other siblings, she had this curly hair which made her special, yet not-quite-favorited. Yet, she spreaded her beauty through her smile and lovely attitude.

She laughed out loud on little things. She scared to death of empty room. She peed on pants regularly. She had a sleepy head carried around. She's a smart kid, just like me. And she loved her family a lot.

Now, she's gone. Got back to her previous place. It happened a week ago, right after the rain when I was told about her sudden leaving. Rain was somehow moving into my heart since we both had several promises undone.

I came home, broken, finding her beautiful body laying peacefully there, ready to come home. Her true home. Heaven.

Maybe I'm not a great brother, but you are a perfect little sister for me. Rest in peace my dear.

Your Secret Admirer


Now that this is the first Ramadhan without you, I started missing you each day. I love you so much my dear. Only if you can come back a moment, to hear the love I meant to say.

Below are the lyrics of this beautiful songs written by Marc Shaiman & Scott Wittman:

Over, I can't believe it's over
I can't believe the love I left
To show some other day

Listen, I hope that you can hear me
As I kneel down and pray
With the love I meant to say

Shadows, you took away the shadows
Before you, life was black and white
Though tonight the room's gone gray

Golden, all the love you gave was golden
Gold that I would gladly pay
To show the love I meant to say

Oh, music, you made me hear such music
Without you here to guide me,
I fear our song will fly away

Sorry, that's the word I wanna sing to you
The other word is stay
To hear the love I meant to say

Thanks to @jadeycakes1992 for the instrumental. :)


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