I'm immersed in hearing and making music, i can instantly lose my mind and be in another world when listening to soundscapes, orchestra, percussion, experimental sounds, synths, it amazes me. I would love to do film scoring, but i'm not sure if i'll ever walk that path. It's a big word, a high mountain to climb and there's only so much time. It's like taking one sideway at a time, not even sure what path you will ultimately walk, without a final destination (i like the movie through). It's like a necessary frustration, a rational craziness you're following.
Right now i feel i'm exploring many different styles of music and learning a lot about it. I've played the drums years ago and had a few bands (you know that real heavy metal stuff). I quit, because at that time i followed rationality (you know, that craziness i thought i was doing). Not long ago i was allowed to jam on the drums again, i made me sad of what i had abandoned, and noticed my love for it never died, i ignored it all that time. I picked up playing piano and guitar again, and have awesome collaborations with other people who have a love for music, and it's amazingly motivating.
Feedback is highly appreciated!