Insecure

Were you laughing
at or with me?
well I'm never really sure
Were you getting
tired of listening
do you think that I'm a bore?

I will swallow
your derision
and I'll still come back for more
Well I know it's
a bad decision
but I'm insecure

I'll try to tear you down if you're more
interesting than me
how dare you be the kind of person
I wish I could be

Well you gave me
validation
now could you please give me more
cause I'm always
second-guessing
the second one foot's out the door

And I've ruined
my own chances
on so many nights before
and I'll do it
on another
cause I'm insecure

I won't believe you when you say you're
interested in me
You're only trying to get your way with
reverse psychology