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Matt Houston & Caskro - Find Myself(Prod. By Matt Houston)

MattHouston on December 16, 2012 23:36

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    [Intro: ]
    Girl on phone: Hello?
    Hey, I saw what you were um,
    posting on twitter I'm really worried about you I just,
    just talk to me, I know..
    I know its hard but, please? Can you?
    What's wrong? What's wrong with you?

    Matt Houston: Do you really want to know?

    [Verse 1: Matt Houston]

    I'm a product of depression and often hitting a dead end/
    Not enough of those moments where minutes feeling like seconds/
    And anything more than friendship, always seems I regret it/
    Cause those who I gave my heart took and used it as a weapon/
    Damn, the same girl I used to think was the best is/
    The one who took my happiness kept the Tiffany necklace/
    This is irony at its finest, and what I found is when its/
    Right what you do wrong is the only thing you get left with/
    Unless you hit a jackpot get a one in a million person
    who's worth it for certain won't hurt you when everything worsens/
    When people ask "How you doing?" you always sure its working/
    No fighting, conflicts, it just works ain't gotta put no work in/
    But, I'm stuck here fighting with the man in the mirror/
    And when I see my reflection don't understand why i tear up/
    The image of me is so hazy I wish it would come in clearer/
    Guess its easy to break your heart when you're the one you're in fear of/

    [Hook: Matt Houston]
    I wish this rainy day would fade away/
    Please before I go insane/
    It never changes every day/
    I wake up see its all the same/
    State of mind in a place that's right by hell/
    I get lost in these thoughts tryna find myself/
    Cry for help no answers guess I'm by myself/
    While I get lost in these thoughts tryna find myself/

    [Verse 2: Caskro]

    See normally, y'all expect me to kill it like its ordering/
    Sweet tea I keep it alive like i'm torturing/
    I'm gonna explode like I'm forcefully/
    Having sexual intercourse with a mortar team/
    There's more to me, than fucking girls and fighting every wannabe/
    Who's saying that I'm flowing horribly/
    I fell in love with a whore that clings, more than any girl
    she ain't a girl but no homo i mean/ (Fuck, Fuck)
    Fuck everyone of you who think its cool to have a problem/
    Popping pills 'till my zombie body turns to goblin/
    Talk to me when its hard to breath and your legs are wobbling/
    Cause for me they're blisters the way to heal is to fucking pop em/
    You take two and say you fucked up/
    I need sixteen to even get a buzz son I fucked up/
    Kill yourself before you take one if you have a chance/
    Kill yourself before you take one if you have a chance/



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