this is a song that never got to be a song. i guess it's a song now that i've posted it. :) unaccompanied voice, direct to cassette boombox, alone in the studio after a pretty bad rehearsal with the band. not sure what year i did this, but it is well over 20 years old. it was supposed to be a somewhat troubled intro to a different, 'happy' song. the happy song sounded trite, so i nixed it. this sounded incorrect within context of the other material i was trying to do at the time, so i never tried to create a polished arrangement for it. rooting around in my old demos to deal with another big project i'm working on, this thing suddenly appeared at the end of a rehearsal tape that was very difficult for me to listen to. thanks for reading.