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Waiting Room (featuring Haviland Stillwell) [Drake "Marvin's Room" Instrumental]

LICKI UCROJ on September 05, 2012 05:03

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    Part One of THE CARPET MIXTAPES by LICKI UCROJ
    presented by CompanyZ & mixed by Jack of Co.Z
    additional vocals and melodic composition by HavilandStillwell

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    this is for everyone with too many words and no one to give them to
    so they keep you up at night
    and if you're like me and you can't sing i give you permission
    to sling words, hurl bells (ring!), wake 'em up
    sting 'em til they give a fuck about you
    impossible's never true
    fling your poetry 'til your face is blue
    this song
    is still about you

    when you try your best but you don't succeed
    i'm just waiting to get better
    when you get what you want but not what you need
    tell me: should i be afraid of me?
    when you feel so tired but you can't sleep
    i'm just waiting to get better
    stuck in reverse
    and the tears come streaming down your face
    i'm just waiting to get better
    when you lose something you can't replace
    tell me: should i be afraid of me?
    when you love someone but it goes to waste
    i'm just waiting to get better
    could it be worse?

    in one night, jaded: standin upright
    to hastily wasted
    in this space waitin Patient for the sight
    of trauma satiated
    "see me! abate this! " i prayed it. and had faith. shit.
    your absence is abrasive
    mouth still spittin out this taste in it
    white walls stained with my perpetual plight
    and i hate it
    you're evasive. i'm incubated. frightened
    with breath bated
    visitation rights are only for the wife
    and we never dated
    still
    woulda been more than nice
    if you'd have made it

    and i will try
    i'm just waitin to get better
    to fix you

    in and out of class, years passed
    i didn't notice
    i asked, "you love me?" exasped
    you said, "focus."
    there's nothin i won't miss.
    each new love's a cold kiss,
    bad blood, bad breath, halitosis.
    an excuse to relapse feelin hopeless,
    rhyming crass and too fast: roadrunning's
    how i blast the urge to stay broken.
    aghast, i purge. Hell, i already wrote this.
    it's no miracle remedy, no hocus pocus
    i'll have to ask myself just... who's the hostess
    of this calamity and why can't we co-exist?
    you're the doctor, you tell me. i paid my fee.
    diagnosis this.
    cuz

    i'm just waiting to get better
    tell me: should i be afraid of me?

    in Spanish "take care" is "cuidate" bitch.
    mind panicked i ravage cabinets
    in aftermath damage, liquor wreaking havoc
    on quilted fabric of past not built to last:
    drastically disastrous.
    heart bypassed, sickness moves south: gastric
    the moment's past, trick.
    i asked, pick me pick me pick me.
    thank god you didn't so i could write this lick, see
    it's just the art that keeps my skin thick, believe
    even with my heart on it there's tricks up this sleeve
    i'm not like the movies
    at the end of this fantasy
    kitty cat's no pussy
    my beauty turns beast

    when you try your best but you don't succeed
    i'm just waiting to get better
    when you get what you want but not what you need
    tell me: should i be afraid of me?
    when you feel so tired but you can't sleep
    i'm just waiting to get better
    stuck in reverse
    and the tears come streaming down your face
    i'm just waiting to get better
    when you lose something you can't replace
    tell me: should i be afraid of me?
    when you love someone but it goes to waste
    i'm just waiting to get better
    could it be worse?

    lights will guide you home
    and ignite your bones
    lights will guide you home
    and i will try
    i will try
    to fix you

    i will try
    to fix you
    to fix you

    you said, "there are things you are afraid of, most of them won't happen,"
    true cuz were you wrappin me in love i wouldn't be rappin
    i'm afraid of my pillow, i'm afraid of sleep
    the day heals but you're there to break my heart in a dream
    i'm afraid of future, i'm afraid of dad's disease
    i'm afraid i'll get everything i want and nothin i need
    i'm afraid to recuperate halfway, with no feeling
    not afraid to die but can't live forever unhappily
    "some of them might happen, you will probably cry if they do"
    sometimes people die, it's stupid but why i say "i love you"
    "and then i'll tell you what happens, you cry a whole lot" i do!
    i did! bought Kleenex stock to mop the snot
    "and the next thing is you get up"
    no matter how rough
    "and start over"

    lights will guide you home

    (there are things you are afraid of. most of them wont happen. some of them might happen. you will probably cry if they do. this is what has happened to me a bunch of times. then ill tell you what happens. you cry a lot and then the next thing is you get up and start over.)

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