Never Understood (Prod. Clams Casino)

Never Understood (Lyrics)- By Leo Manzari

Verse 1:
all I really wanted was-
like a little time break-
uh
if you ask me if I'm ready yet- I say my rhymes aint-
just a little bit of harder work- cause I see them time phrases
like the past, the present, and the future- pressure of the time till I make it
but- no stressing here
all I've really heard throughout the years
is you skilled homie- roof filled homie
said I gotta throw my crew out and yeah
they still phony- I kill homie
yup yup- I know shit
your spot lights like a glow stick
that dream chasing is old shit
now it's money making and hoe shit
uh- I guess I've made it hard to mature
my momma told me that it's mind over matter-
hard to listen when I really put my bars over her-
asking for a little more time- for her son to love- and give my heart to her
but no time for that shit- gotta rhyme mad sick- I guess I am a heartless jerk-
and I know it- I've been told but

Chorus:
This aint a happy end-
cause you don't understand (x2)
Everything you have done
makes everything so wrong

Verse 2:
Big sis- this is- kind of awkward
been since- christmas that I've talked to ya
and now you calling out the autumn, yeah?
relation has falling bare
yeah- yeah- I know it- it still seems bogus
my brother there- he knows it
it's in gods book he wrote it- right?
or thats what the paster say
it always meant to be- destiny- like when Richard passed away
or when my daddy den left- ran stray like bandits- it never made sense to me
war in my conscience- eat away cold- till there aint any less of me

Bridge 1:
if we all goddie's children- why we struggle till we cry?
wondering how life's a blessing- when so many of us die
cause we've got friends- and you got friends- and they've got friends- yeah, we all know
no no matter that we love them- we still have to see them go

Verse 3:
Tip toe- tip toe- tip toe- spit raw- till that shit on blast
no answer for the shit I ask
So it's live it up- till we die oh man-

Sample: "Those who receive truth, may strive to make others see"

Never understand- this life whole man
so it's live it up till we die oh man