The energy I put into this was very low. I was very tired and cold. I couldn't stop thinking about my life and how interesting it is getting, how scared I was of everything about to happen but how ready I am for it. This beat took me to a flux in my mind that made me go over all that Ive been through and what Im going to go through. To not worry about the present and deal with today. Hence the smashed Delorean in the picture, the girl is just for the listeners.