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    A simple fansong for the pairing Rufioh/Koruss for Homestuck. I can't help it, I'm a serial overthinker.

    Music/Lryics (c) PhemieC
    Homestuck (c) Andrew Hussie


    Do you remember being nobodies, discovering nothing was not that bad
    when shared as a pair, both lost and long suffering, hiding in a frightening land

    And do you remember feeling that anger, yet so much love and “for what?” you wondered
    and now there’s no wondering, the wrong nervous muttering, no magic left at all

    but I remember leaning against a backwards bent wing
    and awaking to feel that your touch didn't sting
    when everything was wrong, I made so many mistakes
    and you helped me make them, but with presence and patience

    all those wrong, awful, wild, amazingly childish decisions

    I take a breath, and I know I've got to turn the final page
    but is our story really done yet? I guess I'm still afraid

    But do you remember, just being honest, little bright moments of peace in the trees
    now it takes so much work to be with you, I'd say that I miss you, but for that you'd have to leave

    but I remember once forever seemed too short a time
    though not long enough for me to make up my mind
    I would’ve thought eternity would eventually make me wise
    Enough to choose a side, not just linger undecided
    Why do I feel changed when we both have stayed the same
    it feels like something's different, some ache too big to name
    When everything is endless and you're nineteen yet again
    and you're never flawed enough but you keep on pretending

    wanting that desperate, “forget me not/do you love me yet?” ending

    but there's no ending. There's nobody. Just two nobodies.



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