Dreams

Dzu Nguyen 1 on April 26, 2013 23:53

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    I had a dream about you
    thoughts in a swirl but something life effervescent clarity
    Except when images of you drew to soon.
    All of it a haze of cacophony until came to the simple conclusion
    of a white space only occupied by your presence, singular form, all I'm apart of.

    But if all I've come to understand is how simple broken bonds
    penetrate the deeper recesses of a school boy mind then I know not to read it like a book of psalms
    hymns to my limited, substance influenced conclusive decisions

    But It was a dream of you, so simple and clear
    Clearest thing since I've been through here
    And its not a fluke, not just a jest written into a mind game
    played on a 12 hour time limit before I draw the heat from my chest
    burn it up again staring at the bottom of this bottle.

    Nah, I'm done. Been Done. Over with suffering my terror of being a failure to pass.
    I've chosen less and less to anchor this inane situation
    Let it float, man, just let it float.
    Suffering is a song we sing to quell and ego maniacal clouded mind
    with potential for a hunter's eye,
    So self absorbed in who we are while a world we choose not to acknowledge passes us by.

    Heh, first world problems, huh?

    But it was undeniable, irrefutable that it was you.
    An unintelligible conversation words painted on canvas,
    And if poetry is the thoughts of the dying I might as well have been close
    But not yet.

    Because I believe we're all entities in a time test,
    Nothing near static even if our damned desire motif is to out live the rest
    Of us.
    I never knew what you were saying, just what I was feeling.
    And I've given way to not pursuing because that's just a fools game that we're playing
    Going against the grain, cleaning the clouds off my shoulders from deep dusty nights of
    crawling.

    And Its simple and I'm uninterested.
    But something in the small of my mind is always screaming,
    "Goddamn it you were worth it!"
    And I think that's what this dream was about:
    Letting me know I wasn't a fool for trying
    A gamble in a fate ridden storm of uncertainty and question-ability.

    But I digress.
    Dreams are dreams
    Subconscious parables of fears and desires,
    Discourse of emotion until the sweat on your mind runs dry.

    I'll let it fade from my skin because that's what I'm good at,
    Letting the numbers run until time's up.

    It was a dream of you. Not with you.

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