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reason 4 + 4 track tape recorder. this music will eventually probably be about freedom but right now its mud and fear sry
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iemTPm2T1io + http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZNZdaP1FPwo

right now im really into making moody ambient stuff about babies and guilt and parents (mostly damaged mothers) combined with water and metal (lifelocker). i feel im onto a thing here. pls comment.

resi evil/survival horror - i am interested in making atmospheres :: collages of virtual horror nostalgia (which is why modern horror games are less relevant) + footwork repetition and tempo to energise the personal journey memory. i find the umbrella corporation plot concept to reflect paranoia in developed society. silent hill concept (captured best in SH 2/3) or rusted metal torture world: lonely hi tension guilt journey.
guilt - makes us uncool and it might be the real reason we dress everything in falseness (which is why we all feel isolated i think) - im still looking into it. i think it holds a key for making music motivational - defeating the guilt ghost thru 160bpm flight energy with real freedom results (may not be possible).
I'm a bit disconnected n scared of the social net it will hivemind me into being more unreal (im enough mutant anyway) but my 'more real' self is a bit shit and im open to the influences of good people (email only no irl).

will add contact email soon